Monday, November 23, 2009

Not feeling good....

Well, I was told to stop treatment by my Lyme doctor. My liver enzymes are high. I feel like everything I do hits a brick wall. Why am I so complicated? The doctor also thinks I have some kind of auto immune disorder. Great! Just give me one more thing! I can handle it! I just feel like bursting out and crying to God and asking him "why me?" What did I do to deserve this? I have lost everything from this disease including loving father that understood me.

I had a pretty rough day today. I was very tired all day and felt like I couldn't wake up....like my brain was sleeping. When I did finally get up, I woke up to pain and a terrible headache. I am running fever again too. I can't seem to shake this fever. I feel worse since being taken off of antibiotics but what am I to do?

I will be starting a natural protocol soon. I am going to do a liver detox and then take supplements to boost my immune system, then pray to God that this helps get me off of my feet.

I am usually a positive, outgoing person, but this disease has turned me into someone I don't even know. I'm grumpy most of the time now. I guess it's because I'm always hurting and never seem to get much of a break from that.

I hope things change soon. Sometimes I don't know how much more I can take.

5 comments:

  1. I have had Lyme since 1984, did not start Lyme treatment till 2 years ago. Had many antibiotics,but no cure....Infectious Disease Dr. said chronic Lyme cannot be cured. Glad I did not accept that verdict!! Found the Marshall Protocol on the net and have been on it for 3 months...amazing improvement between difficult Herxes. Will take at least 15 more months, but is well worth it. After all those bugs have been multipling for 25 years. Read about it on the net and don't be discouraged by main stream medical thinking. My Dr. was very leary about helping me with it, but she is now becoming a believer!!!!! The Protocol has all the science explained on the internet.
    Hope you will consider it....Good Luck

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  2. Know its been awhile since you posted but thought I'd comment anyway. I was diagnosed in May 2009 but also probably have had it longer as I look back. I had just started a new job in April that I absolutely loved, then in July 2009 only 2 months after my diagnosis, my mom was diagnosed with terminal pancreatic cancer and passed in our home on April 9th, 2010. We did feel very blessed as pancreatic is usually quicker than 8 1/2 months, so we got to enjoy her a little longer. She too was so concerned with my health even though she was dying. I miss her terribly. I finally found a lyme doc and am now on Biaxin but herxing pretty bad. Guess that's a good thing but hard to see the good for the bad. I too feel like Lyme has stolen the person that I was and replaced it with someone I don't recognize.

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  3. Try hyperbaric oxygen therapy. It worked for my son and now I am getting treatments as well.

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